November by Azure Ray

My November just couldn't get better than this.  

So I'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone
Now I'm scared that's how I'd like to be
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities

So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand
And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain

But I turn them off and tuck them away
Till these rainy days that make them stay

And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And I don't think they'll ever go away

Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we cant go back, we're on our own
Oh,

But I'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself

So we're speeding towards that time of year
To the day that marks that you're not here

And I think I'll want to be alone
So please understand that I don't answer the phone

I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until I can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all I know
Ohh..
But I'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself

guess whose who's

I need to concentrate with my studies while melayan my mood swings. And don't forget FESENI. (why did I bother signing in. T.T)
There's something wrong with this Gemini. I can't figure out what.
I'm switching my playlist from A Fine Frenzy to Azure Ray to Automatic Loveletter
Heck. They speak my soul   (n.n)v