I really had a hard time writing this. Dearest grandfather,uncle,friend

Dear Nyaidi,

You left us when I was a little girl. Didn't know how to react back then when you were gone. Didn't understand what happened, almost everything's ordinary to me. Eventually the last time I saw you asleep, I didn't say nor cry. Although there aren't many things that I can remember about you, I'm grateful for you were there when we were young and stayed strong for everyone else. We miss you so much. Tears would drop every time we mention your name and still. You carried us with warm and left us with a smile.



Dear Pak Yub,

I miss you. I really do. I never had the chance to tell you that you're my favourite uncle. One of the things that I love about raya was our family gathering and spent good times with you and your family. Everyone made mistakes but our house become cheery in your presence. Do you know that I was so devastated when had to hear the bad news where I was so far away. All those pain, I can see it thru your eyes. You had your smile wherever you are. We couldn't hate you for as love for you is more.



Dear Nadia,

Cutie, how are you there? We really miss you a lot so much not a few. We promised and shared a lot. Memories are unforgettable. I'm sure you're still spying on us. I'll be glad if you do stalker. Excuse me if I ever pick on you purposely or unintentional. You know, I'm starting to miss your vanilla fragrance and your Sony Ericsson. I hate them so much before. Remember the time that you would fell asleep on my bed occasionally. I promise myself not to wake her up from her dreamland, you suffered enough in reality. I'll do anything. Never lose your faith, you're still our sister.


Selamat Hari Raya to you. Al-fatihah.