blood lust

yesterday was something. I see blood anywhere i went to and consider that a bad luck or some tulah. *huh*

In the morning, i felt an adrenaline rush of blood flows out from me. A mouse or a rat, it was tiny tho, lay died in front of the stairs with its blood scattered on the floor.
Then i cut myself on suicidal attempt *ehem*. Wtf! Almost 10cm long bled. Sakit and pedih tauk sik. Eff that! Then, I found blood clots on my hand. Weird. Hmph!

I managed to buy rm25 momo shoes *ngeee* That night we watched twilight. Guess what. More blood. Between that ada lah something happen. Malas mok klaka sitok.