Lately there has been a gloomy cloud over my head and I am starting to think people are noticing...alot. also lately i have been feeling very unattached to this thing I call a "good life" and somehow my shadow has been making me feel quite inadequate with the rest of the world. i have way to many problems to pour upon my closest it will only pour on them like a ton of bricks and leave them stuck in the mud. i guess things have been way off balance lately---everything is changing---and well it isn't striking me very openly. last night was a real craze like every other nights. we waste money on food and movies like always. i really have to agree with you nadine on rationality. i have really great people coming into my life some new and some from the dark past i don't like to shed much light on. and still i can feel the loneliness. and i felt it last night. you know i have been starting to think maybe it is just the weather bringing me down but then again i am that type of person for making up lame excuses for anything. teen years are filled with such emotional drama and inadequacy. Hail to Puberty!
~just me~
JaF_JaFF
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